Janeenay

I always thought that these kinds of things were stupid. That spilling your guts on some Internet bogging sight was really going to do anything for me. I really can’t say that it has changed my life in any great way, but it has allowed me to start to type my feeling and not keep them all bunched up inside. I don’t tend to write a lot of stuff on my blog, but I do type a lot of stuff that never enters the world wide web. Most of the time when I am upset or happy about something and I will type it up and then delete it deciding that it sounded stupid or was too bad to put on my blog. I realized that I don’t need to tell anyone about my feelings just to feel better. All my life I thought that if I had that one person I could spill my guts to it would make everything in my life better. Well, Considering that I have never found that yet, I decided I needed a better way to express my self. So I would just like to thank Tumblr for being my inspiration to let it all out, even if nobody gets to read it, because really when you think about it who would want to read the boring problems of my day. Compared to most people I am a pretty boring person. I am not famous or popular (and I probably never will be). I haven’t gone through anything horrific or disastrous. I am just me and I think I am OK with that.

Thanks Tumblr 

So compared to most people, I really haven’t had that much to go through to this point. I have been pretty lucky(knock on wood). But if I had to chose the person that has be there for me the longest it would definitly have been my mother. I know sometimes I am quiet and keep my feelings in (which is almost always). I would say until this past year no one has ever seen me cry except my mother. So that is what makes her the person that has gotten me through the most, from going off to kindergarten to my first year at penn state away from home….she has been there the whole time and I know I will be able to rely on her for anything.

Thanks Mom :)

This picture makes me laugh everytime…..I am really going to miss this guys after college..they are what what ensembles sooooo great!!!

K so I was going to either pick my computer or oboe, but then I realized I think that I would be rough if I lost these items but not the end of the world. So I thought long and hard and I realized that my most treasured item is my blankie…It doesn’t really look like the one in this picture,but it is actually really ripped, dirty, and just a pillow case. I have had it since I was really little and took it everywhere with me. I use to sit in my bed at night and plan how I was going to grab my blankie and run out of the house, if it ever cause on fire. This blankie has soooo many memories and I would definitly consider it my most treasured item, because I would be extremely upset if I lost it.

If I could trade lives with someone for just one day…I would love to be a princess or a queen for a day. Ever since I was a little girl, I would dress up and find a prince, pretend to go to the ball and live a fairy tale life where everything is perfect. I always wanted to have a long lost grandmother that was really a queen in another country and they would come and get me. To my disappointment all of my reletives are accounted for :( . Now that I am older I know that there lives are not all perfect fun and games, but I still think it would be fun just for one day to see how others live. I would never trade my life for anything (most of the time), but just one day won’t hurt and maybe I would learn something from it.

Soooooo many memories, I couldn’t chose just one and this is just a few of the great memories I have had. From festivals in high school, to late night study sessions in college, to finding 32 dollars in the street and using it to buy sleds, I realized that all my great memories have one thing in common…….GREAT FRIENDS!!!!!

ok soo my night is pretty lame….I really wish something more exciting was happening, but I worked till 7 and now I am going to bed because I have to work at 5am tomorrow….soooo my night is me going to sleep haha and working…

So here is the best picture I have because I don’t feel like taking one :)

Criminal Minds of course!!! Krista and I use to watch this all the time and then have 2 hour phone discussions after it :)…. <3 Spenser Reid <3 

Of course My family, I can’t just pick one of them because they all have their different parts in my life and have been around the whole time, with the exceptiong of my lil brofer. I know this is a lame picture but it was the only one on my computer and there are only like 3 pictures of my family in existence haha, and this is one of them.